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July 11th, 2005
01:03 pm


yeah yeah yeah
the first time i have left for a hurricane! haha, its kinda weird cause i am always the one that wants to stay and see things out and how they will end up... yeah and hurrican dennis wasnt as bad as everyone thought it would be. i am still up here in auburn (opelika area) and i should be leaving tommorow morning whenever i wake up, i am not fighting through all that traffic today. not alot had happened since i have been here, me and justin went to ruby tuesdays one night then watched the new movie land of the dead....it was pretty good, so violent but i must say its a movie i could watch again, then like yesterday and all when the bands of rain came in we just stayed and home and relaxed....its nice to do that every now and then. so sad that he wont be able to get to come down this weekend....im not sure if i will ever see him at my house again the rate his work is making him work! its ridiculous......yeah but i have a promise that next time he does come down i finally get my birthday present, hes gonna do something for me, that can only be done down back at home for some reason...thats all i have gotten out of him, i honestly dont think i will get any more clues! anyways, i am gonna probably go get my naile redone later today cause they are gettin way too long and i think justins mom wants me to go somewhere with her later....i duno what i am gonna do, but i gotta do something to preoccupie myself for like 7 hours, well technically only six and a half till he gets off now, the joys of jobs huh? ok well i am gonna jet, i hope everyone stayed safe back at home! <3

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Current Music: tv in the other room

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June 29th, 2005
11:11 am


its been such a long time!
yeah updating seems like a chore more times than it is for fun, i guess its because i am used to not having the internet.....but today is my last day of being seventeen! yay...crappy thing is tommorow i will be eighteen and probably still be sick as a dawg. i dont know where be gettin sick came from i think it was because i was sick when i came home from colorado and then i didnt get to slow down and take care of myself, then when i get some "me" time not i start getting the symphtoms again and its misserable, but this time i will be taking care of myself, cause i do need tme to deal, even if that means my birthday in bed! i am running a fever right now and i know it, its burning up! jenn jenns ex is pissing me off right now talking to me asking if i know if they are gettin back together...hell...sytop being insecure and go ask her! anyways i will update more later i am not feeling too hot and my headache has came back....oh what a good day...my last day of being 17

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June 26th, 2005
09:00 pm


I GOT THE INTERNET BACK!.... plus my birthday is in 4 days
hell ya
im happy, and so tiered. amys in town and its been go go go! lol well i am not really gonna have a long entry tonight i am going to steves house for a bit and all so i mean i will probably update when i get home. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 DAYS!

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Current Music: computer humming

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May 30th, 2005
07:11 pm


never dreamed that the first thing i would do when i woke up this morning wold be a 10k race!
so i am now i colorado....i have actually been here for a couple of very eventful days! lets see friday morning i woke up about 8 and started packing my stuff (yeah i am such a procrastonator) and then we headed out to the air port around like 10:30 or something like that...i was supposed to stop by PJC to grab my math book, but i totally forgot (and my dad did too) that is was memorial day weekend, so we had to cancel that out and head straight to the airport (and let me tell you it was packed). My dad and i got a drink and sat down together for about 20 min before gettin in the security line, then when i got through the check my dad left and i went to wait for the boardin of the plane. I thought the plane ride would honestly be missarble where i would get stuck next to a grumpy old person who didnt want to talk, but to my surprise i sat next to a very nice gentleman who was i guess around his 30s and he was talking to me about his kids and his life and i was doing the same (of course cause i like to talk!).well, we talked the whole time and he helped me to find my gate in atlanta and then he left. so yeah i had like a two hour lay over in atlanta and by the time it was to board the plane we had to switch gates cause of something with the plane!!! girrr made me angry but as soon as we got there we shortly boarded. this time i did sit next to two grumpy old gentlemen who like slept the whole way. that flight was the worst, cause i skipped out on watching the movie, cause i wanted to sleep, but then when i started settling down turblance kicked in, the funniest thing though was a guy who had like two bloody marys (one in each hand) when a bad set of turbulance hit accidently threw them up into the air and it like landed on this man and partly on his son. well, after the turbulance i finally got settled down again and just as i did that the fasten seat belt thing came on and it was time to land....so the whole point.... got no sleep! well, amy and mrs o. picked me up from the airport, and amy made this adorable sign that said "best friend" on it. ya know how when people are picking up people they have signs...well i had one for me!!!! i felt special. it seemed like just when we got home we went out again. Got something to eat and i met sean and matt. let me tell you something though... the altitude here kills me and plus the jet lag from the plane didn help out so like all that first night i had a headache. Fun stuff happened while we were eating like i totally tried to lay on this big southern accient (more than what i usually have) and they totally never picked up on it... it was not cool. but also in the meal this random woman just filmed us....until matt looked at her and she stopped. Just as that happend this guy walked in and we all thought he was going to ask if we minded her taping us but no what is the first thing her wants here...money. I have learned to use all the money you bring with you somewhere so you wont feel guilty when someone askes for it. Then the crazy thing that happend after that was just as someone gave him alot of money and some change he goes over and spends it on the pay phone....yeah i thought he said he needed it for a bus ticket! well, later that night he met up with nikki, natilie, john, garston, sean, and matt and whet to a place called the creek. it was fun to looka t...yeah it was an actual creek. but it was running over cause the snow is melting off of the mountians. After that interesting adventure sean amy danny amd myself went and saw the longest yard. that was an awesome movie...i liked it so much i bought the soundtrack!
the next day consited of sleeping in and then wakeing up then going to bolder creek fest. it was fun... me and amy got tatoos! (airbrushed ones ;) ) after that we went to urban outfitters which is the most amazing store in the world... i got a shirt that has the shape of idaho and its says "idaho? no udaho!" hehe i love it. amz got an adorable shirt and skirt that look cute on her. after that we went to flat irons mall, which is one of the most amazing malls, and we seriously shopped. Of course i got something for justin at urban outfitters, then i got him something at spencers and then i got him cologne he wanted. so yeah he racked up... and knowing me i will buy him more through out the week. we also turned in my heart necklace amy got me for graduation to get engraved (aeo on one side and snr on the other (our initals)) then we went to Charlotte Russe and i totally got like two adorable tank tops for like 10$ and a awesome pair of sunglasses for like 5$ they were having a BIG sale! i think thats all i got that day! Well, when we got malled out (we only accomplished the top level of it!) we came back then swam in amys neighborhood pool with sean, matt, and garston. Eventful things happend at the pool. Like me and amy taught garston how to go under water (yeah he never has done that) and then me and amy formed a taco thing with two floating rafts we were using cause we were so cold. the we the guys and amy played with "lenny" the frisbee... i sat out cause i am not a good firsbee person and i didnt want to make a fool of myself infront of them! lol, yeah well that night sean decided that he was gonna pick me up and throw me over his head but there was no bed behind him to toss me on and i flipped off the bed and he handed on my head...yeah it hurt muh head neck and back...but it was an accident...and now i joke around with him about it!
the next day has probably been the laziest day of the week... we woke up late and the only things we did was went and got my neck lace and i bought a cd and a tank top from rave then some stuff from target. Well, we did kinda of have an eventful night by moving a couch to amys polish friends apartment. yeah it was pouring rain and we put the couch in the van and drove like to the north (to denver) and when we got there we had a time trying to get the couch up the stairs into her apartment. But, it was all fun cause all the way there and back me and amy had a backstreet boys memory thing and listened to all their cds that they have out (yes we still have their cds) and we were actually surprised to know we still knew most of the lyrics.
haha, today, the eventful day! woke up at like 615 and then left the house around 630 to do something called the bolder boulder.... it is a 10k run and it is a big thing here. over 50000 people participate in it. well me and amy started out good pace then the altitude hit me! wow, it affected me so much... i really onestly didnt think it would...it kicked my butt! well we finished the whole thing in like an hour and 30 so min. not bad at all. then we met nikki, john, matt, sean, and gardton in the stands of CU stadium. yeah we were fine while running but after we got through and settled down we started to freeze! it was so cold today. we did little stuff like we got our lunches and then went to the expo thing and got some free stuff... after that we found out the sky diver people were not gonna happen this year so we left and seans mom picked us up and we went to his house till amys mom came and picked us up. i promise you i laughed was to hard for how tiered i was. we came home and i took a nap while amy worked on homework, went to pick up picuters we got developed, and then packing up for the move! tonight we went to olive garden... i havent been in such a long time... and it was cool to just sit and eat. well, need to go call justin now its time and i guess amys gonna update now... well this is chapter one of a series of chapters of what will take place while i am here! more to come...... <3

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Current Music: Blink 182-old school!

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May 16th, 2005
02:08 pm


yay so i am not a high school student anymore! i am finally out of XA (the nazi hell hole) and i am loving it. I have like a week and 4 days till i fly out to amys....i really cant wait to get out there and see her... its been so long and i so cant wait...
graduation went good, family came in, justin and his mom came down and hey i got lots of money and stuff i actually needed! i am not complaining at all...the only part i do not like is that i have to now make all these friggin thank you cards for them, its sucks, but hey it has to be done. I am planning on doing them in just a few min since i have like 2 hours and like 50 min till justin gets off work. yes i am in auburn (opelika) right now, i will be leaving tommorow around luch time or so, it has been a weary weekend.... for me and justin both.
Well, not too much to say justins dad just got home and i need to get started on those stupid thank you cards. I will write more later...i really hope we get trhe internet back soon...we are supposed to... i have been dieing without it.

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Current Music: Papa Roach- Scars

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May 2nd, 2005
08:33 pm


this is for my baby only
i knew that it would be tough to be in this relationship this far apart, but this is just a phase we have to go through, its so tough to be this far away from you and not being able to be in your arms every single night, but at least i have the oppertunity to talk to you and all. You are so important to me and i know i have been stressed out lately but like i said its just cause its been about six weeks since i have seen you and i guess i am so anxious to see you again. I love you so much, i wish at times i really wish i could express myself better in verbal words than writing them down. You are so patient and caring i love you so much and i am so extremly lucky to have someone like you. we will make it through together and the next time i see will be like the first time i see, a knee buckling experience. i love you baby and this song is for you:

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
But you can be sure I know my part
'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I'll make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

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March 30th, 2005
07:27 pm


Spring Break!!!!
well its been interesting so far!!!! justin just left this morning to go home and all:( kinda sad...the only reason why i say kinda is because i am going up there friday morning (gonna try to go tommorow night) but yeah and i am staying till sunday afternoon....so yeah i only have to be awya from him only a day...but blah i dont want to have to work tommorow i would really just love to sleep in and go to the beach....but yeah so far i have worked...went to the beach with justin and jenn jenn (yesterday) and went to mobile with panda and justin..yeah we went to the mall and then we came back across to may day and played on the playground...the funniest thing is that justin gave me and amanda a piggy back ride at the sametime...triple piggy back ride...and then i wanted to try and i walked further than he did with them on muh back and then amanda tried it and only scooted a few steps...it was so funny...but yeah today me and my babe went to the battleship and it was really fun...i mean he looked like such a lil boy and all it was so cute when he was looking around the guns and missles (sp?) it was so much fun... i dont think i have had that much fun ever being at the battleship.....yeah cause last time i was at the battleship muh dad had a heart attack:( yeah anyways....i have work from 2-730 i think tommorow and then i will come in and pack to leave...my aunt shana and uncle geoff are comming in this weekend going to a goldwing (motorcycle show) this weekend....yeah my rentals and them both are having a kid free weekend (shana and geoff are leaving their amanda and kevin with their mother!) so yeah i dunno if muh rentals will go with them to the show or not....yeah so the complete back of muh house smells like justins cologne...which smells good...but makes me sad cause he isnt here....ok all i have to do is make it through one more day...... the favorite dane cook quote of the day is:
"naughty naughty kool-aid"

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Current Music: bust a move! (grind movie)

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March 23rd, 2005
08:06 pm


bad case of senioritis.....
i never thought i could ever feel this way about someone. i never thought i could literally not breathe when some walked into the room...yes i never thought someone could take my breath away.... i never thought i could feel new emotions or ever feel like i could just be conent with all the feelings i feel right now... i never thought i could feel so content....i never thought i would ever find someone to love....that is until you came around....
you came and blew everything out of order and messed up my "ideal dreams"....but dont worry i am not complaining i am so very glad you did.... i love the way you care for me....i love the way you are.....i love the way you always happy....hey i even love it when you constantly take those dang naps....i love that you're not perfect but even though i think you were perfectly made for me...i love the fact that your so selfless and your willing to take risks and chances...i love how you let nothing get in your way...i love your determination.....but most of all i love that you are in love with me.... thank you for everything you have ever done....know that i notice it and appreciate it....i love you!

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"-lifehouse (you and me)

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Current Music: you and me-lifehouse

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February 26th, 2005
06:17 pm


1) Using band names, spell out your name:
N- Nestle
I- Igloo
K- Kay Jewlers
K- Kirklands
I- In flames
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yes
3) What song makes you cry? Worlds Apart
4) What song makes you happy? Ryan Cabrera- True


a p p e a r a n c e

x. HEIGHT: 5'8''
x. HAIR COLOR: Brown w/ blonde hughlights
x. SKIN COLOR: White
x. EYE COLOR: Hazel (they dont make up their mind!)
x. PIERCINGS: 5 .... few more to come!
x. TATTOOS: none but want one or two (not big ones just small ones)

r i g h t n o w

x. WHAT YOU WEARING?: o'neil shirt, jeans, my black and red converses
x. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Mike Jones- Still Tippin (for pandas sake!)
x. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: i still taste muh subway sandwhich from earlier
x. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: its comfortable right now, it will get chilly though
x. HOW ARE YOU?: here, kinda sleepy, drained.... but i am fine
x. GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope not unless i am sick to begin with
x. HAVE A BAD HABIT?: um burping randomly?? i donno... o well also over using the word sorry
x. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: dad yeah.... mom we are cool but easiled annoyed with each other
x. LIKE TO DRIVE?: hmm yeah when i wanna cruise but when i have to go somewhere then no

x. GIRLFRIEND?: i have friends who are girls...but no i dont fly that way
x. BOYFRIEND?: yes and i love him very much
x. SEXUALITY?: the way God intended. ( i agree with steve)
x. ADJECTIVE?: chubby
x. CHILDREN?: nope
x. BEEN HURT?: yes
x. YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: running away from some of my fears when i had an oppertunity to fix them
x. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS?: umm nope i dont think so...umm nope

r a n d o m

x. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: Yes. cashier with muh moms buisness
x. YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW?: me and pandas mix
x. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: family, friends, humor, playing sports, be loved on, seeing the very person i miss the most right now
x. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: umm i have no idea....

Seven things in your room:
1. futon=no sex bed
2. james dean poster
3. "i capture the castle"
4. T.v.
5. butterfly chair
6. pom poms
7. all my favorite martini glasses

Seven things to do before death:
1. get married- is the first one def.
2. have kids
3. work for disney in some way
4. go to newzeland
5. go on a cruise
6. write a novel that is respected
7. publish- SiTs

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. personality
2. smiling
3. sense of humor
4. eyes
5. respectful
6. sesitive- when its called for i dont need a break down boy... i have enough emotions to take care of us both!
7. free spirited

Top seven things you say most:
1. sorry
2. hey
3. well you know
4. aw
5. like
6. umm
7. so

Do You:
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: yup lil fact mist people dont know i read it every day
Pray?: yup...duh

Have you ever:
Been in love?: yes but its not been its i am in love...right now
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes broke muh foot and torn rotator cup in shoulder
Had surgery?: yes...tonstles taken out
Swam in the dark? yep
Been to a Bonfire: yep
Got Drunk: yup
Ran away from home?: attemped when i was younger then i got scared as soon as i tried to leave
Played strip poker?: *freezes......nervously looks round*
Gotten beaten up?: nope im so tuff GIRRRR loll jus playn but no i havent
Beaten someone up?: nope...but i will b4 muh lifes over and i am predicting it will be in association with someone panda knows someday
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yup
Pulled an all nighter?: yeah all the time
If yes, what is your record?: i duno... never kept track!
Made out with a stranger?: umm nope...but one has kissed me (not a ral kiss tounge and all just a peck) at the beach
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: oh ya
Been to a party: yes
Gotten lost in the woods: yes... it was dark...i dont like the dark either
Been in an Undertow: yes
Smoked a Cigar: heck no
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
Describe your first kiss: um well i regret the person it was with... but at the time it was just one of those feeling you cant put your finger on.... it was wonderful though

About You
Three words that sum you up: crahazy, outrageous, caring (in words of panda)
Wallet: license... if i knew where it was.... money...change...well um my wallet is muh agenda also so yeah i got muh organizer and muh planner plus all that other stuff like that belongs in a agenda...
Coffee: yes...would die without it sometimes
Shoes: skate shoes....and converses
Cologne/Perfume: beyond paradise by estee lauder...i ran out of it though...i need more..but too broke right now to get it

this weekend have you....:
Cried: yes
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: not toss cookies sick...just headach
Sang: yeah all the time...right now for example
Been kissed: no...i wish i could but muh baby is way aways....but one week exactly till i see him!!!!
Felt stupid: yeah....
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn’t: yes, i do tell justin all the time but i would love to say it but i dont want to over say it and wear it out....if that makes sense....maybe...or maybe not....does in my head though
Talked to an ex: nope, but someone saw him and called me just to tell me that tonight
Talked to someone you have a crush on: no....i talked to the person i am madly in love with
Had a serious talk: yeh
Missed someone: yes....like right now...no matter who i hang out with or what i do i cant get him off my mine
Hugged someone: yesh, i live off hugs....
Argued with a parent(s): yup...i do every now and then, its just bickerments....

Social Life:
Boyfriend/girlfriend: yes....hes the bestest boyfriend in the world and i will never ever change him in for anything else in the world...he means way to much to me.... gosh i really miss him....
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: date...with justin
Attend Church: yes
Like being around people: yeah i do when they arent being negative or talking bout someone....

Thing you ate: cookie dough! yummmm
Thing you drank: sweet tea...justin youre rubbing off on me...
Place you went: wal-mart
Person you kissed: justin :-D <3 hehe
Person you talked to: on the phone it was justin... in life panda
Person you IMed: msn would be justin <3
Song you heard: you're so cute when you scream

Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: You're so cute when you scream

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February 25th, 2005
07:31 pm


so its actually fun to trip off the q.....haha dane cook is the man.... me and panda are really hyper right now...why do girls have so much drama in their lifes? i mean i promise you everynight there is something new ...i mean not with me cause i am doing great right now...but with pandas friends....its insane i mean i am glad that people can come and talk to me and i love to help...some people go through crazy stuff being so young...like the girl i am talking to now....girls need to get off of being caught on their ex's....there is better people out there for them...
but anyways back to the stories... me and panda are always hyper when we are together....she literally fell out of muh car today and like cut her ankel and was bleeding and so i tried to be all helpful and i picked her up and took her in the house cause she coulndt really walk and like i accidently slammed her shoulder in the wall... its sad.... but it was really funny and like well crap i am outta time for a second i will b back later to tell more i gotta run home for a few ( am at pandas)
and i also must say i love justin with all my heart....and i am so happy he can put up with me even when i mess up......i miss him so bad to...i am counting down the daystill he comes down.... one week from tommorow.... :-D

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Current Music: true- ryan cabrera

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